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[04 Apr 2006|04:15pm]
Deleting all friends from this journal. Those of you who I am for sure keeping have been added to my new journal. I will not be using this journal anymore.

Goodbye, aranel_turelie. It's been a good run - 2 years, 3 months, and 6 days. And in that time, I've written 904 entries, including this one.

<3
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[31 Mar 2006|09:47pm]
The Songs... revealed!Collapse )
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[31 Mar 2006|01:16pm]
The new journal is all set to go. I have added those of you who I definitely am keeping. If you want to be kept, just leave a comment. The new journal is freefallin525
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[29 Mar 2006|04:13pm]
I just want to say that chicken noodle soup and berry green tea (with lots of sugar) make everything better.
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Game! Yay! [29 Mar 2006|03:14pm]
[ mood | my head hurts ]

Step 1: Put your MP3 player or whatever on random.

Step 2: Post the first line from the first 20 songs that play, no matter how embarrassing the song.

Step 3: Post and let everyone you know guess what song and artist the lines come from.

Step 4: Strike out the songs when someone guesses correctly

The Songs.Collapse )

I'll post answers (if they haven't been guessed) on Friday.

*edit* 4 more to go!

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interesting. [22 Mar 2006|09:30pm]
Go to your music player of choice and put it on shuffle.
Say the following questions aloud, and press play.
Use the song title as the answer to the question.

NO CHEATING.


1. How does the world see me? "One" - BARE: A Pop Opera
2. Will I have a happy life? "I Must Be Dreaming" - Evanescence
3. What do my friends really think of me? "Dirrty" - Christina Aguilera (HA!)
4. Do people secretly lust after me? "Cute Without the 'E' (Cut From the Team" - TBS
5. How can I make myself happy? "You Know what They Do To Guys Like Us In Prison" - MCR
6. What should I do with my life? "All or Nothing" - O-Town
7. Will I ever have children? "Break On Through" - The Doors (interesting...)
8. What is some good advice for me? "Penny (Perfect for You)" - Plain White T's
9. How will I be remembered? "Play Crack the Sky" - Brand New
10. What is my signature dancing song? "Farmhouse" - Phish
11. What do I think my current theme song is? "Because of You" - Kelly Clarkson (weird)
12. What does everyone else think my current theme song is? "The Heart's Filthy Lesson" - David Bowie (<3)
13. What song will they play at my funeral? "All My Problems" - Smile Empty Soul
14. What type of men/women do I like? "Model Prisoner" - Adam Pascal (what?)
15. What is my day going to be like tomorrow? "You & I" - BARE: A Pop Opera
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catch me as i fall... [08 Mar 2006|03:34pm]
[ mood | hopeful ]

So who wants to go to the Dells with me and the other folk? We have an open spot. $130 and great company. :D Please? I don't wanna be the odd one out.

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[07 Mar 2006|12:58am]
I just watched 6 hours of One Tree Hill.

It was awesome.
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tres cosas [06 Mar 2006|07:30pm]
1. I finished my theatre history midterm.
2. Katie let me borrow 'One Tree Hill' season 1. I'm watching it right now. :)
3. I get to go to Mall of America with the fam over spring break.
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agh [06 Mar 2006|12:47am]
So I got 4 pages of my theatre history paper written. I'm gonna finish it up tomorrow after costumecraft. I guess all but 1 of us failed our burn tests on Wednesday, so we're redoing those. Suck.

I'm getting $400 back from taxes, which rocks.

I looked up the spa in the Kalahari Resort (where we're staying in the Dells). EXPENSIVE. But I think I might have to get a massage anyways. Or a pedicure. Mmmmm... pampering...

I also am super-excited to go horseback riding. I hope its nice enough to go.

One more week of classes. Then working on the weekend. Then Mall of America with the fam. THEN DELLS!!!!! You all seriously have NO idea how excited I am for this. Its gonna be so fun. And next year will be NEW YORK fo sho'.

In other news, strike for "Escape" went ridiculously fast, it seemed. We were all done by midnight. I went to Prop-land for the first time. It is creepy down there. CREEPY.

Friday night was a good time. Angie and I went to Jenn, Derek and Dan's place for a little party, had some drinkies, then we went down to the Kenosha Theatre (they live above the lobby) and OH MY GOD. It is so gorgeous. Its all demolished and broken down and stuff, but it's still so gorgeous. Then we went to Marina Gardens for coffee, cheese fries, and I had a turkey sandwich. 'Twas yummy. I'm glad I went, for so many reasons: Angie and I got to talk and hang out, I saw the theatre, and I didn't have to sit around the apartment for ANOTHER night. I get SO sick of just sitting around here. Because I usually sit in my room while everyone else is in the living room. I don't know why I do that. I just feel like I'm not a part of the conversation. I don't know. Maybe it's because the conversation always go to Star Wars or the Olympics. Both of which I just don't care about. So I sit there silently, while the conversation just goes on around me.
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It's about time... [02 Mar 2006|03:08pm]
[ mood | ecstatic ]

I'm FINALLY a fucking theatre major!!!

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[01 Mar 2006|10:51pm]
What Your Sleeping Position Says

You are secretly sensitive, but you often put up a front.
Shy and private, you yearn for security.
You take relationships slowly.
You need lots of reassurances before you can trust.
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3 things [01 Mar 2006|04:32pm]
This is a little harder today. I'm not in the best mood. I'm actually quite depressed right now, to be honest. But I figure this is the time I need this the most.

1. I'm going to the opera tonight. For free. With lots of fun people.
2. I'm going to the Dells over Spring Break with friends.
3. I have Katie Jo. Without her I don't know where I'd be.

And also, thank you to someone who went through what I am going through now. Just knowing I'm not alone helps. Thank you for talking to me today about, it really helped me to talk about it with someone who understands. We'll be OK, both of us. *hugs*
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[01 Mar 2006|03:53pm]
I still remember the world
From the eyes of a child
Slowly those feelings
Were clouded by what I know now

Where has my heart gone
An uneven trade for the real world
Oh I... I want to go back to
Believing in everything and knowing nothing at all

I still remember the sun
Always warm on my back
Somehow it seems colder now

Where has my heart gone
Trapped in the eyes of a stranger
Oh I... I want to go back to
Believing in everything

Where has my heart gone
An uneven trade for the real world
Oh I... I want to go back to
Believing in everything
Away

Where has my heart gone
Trapped in the eyes of a stranger
Oh I... I want to go back to
Believing in everything

I still remember.
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3 things [27 Feb 2006|02:50pm]
1. I FINISHED MY CAPE.

2. I have 2 beautiful new coats.

3. I have my paper finished for tomorrow, I have my make-up renderings finished for tomorrow, & I can relax tonight because I don't have rehearsal.
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Poodge. [26 Feb 2006|10:07pm]
[ mood | content ]

Today. Went shopping, bought 2 new coats. They are both so cute, I am so happy. I also bought 'Romeo & Juliet' and 'Where the Heart Is' at CD-Max. Yay for cheap used movies!

Then I went and saw 'Pirates of Penzance' at the HS. It was pretty good. I loved seeing all my HS kids, even though I didn't get to see them for very long, because I had to leave right away....

To go to dinner at Prime Quarter. I cooked my own steak. Actually, Mom and Matt kinda cooked it for me. Because I don't know how to grill. Give me an oven or a stove, and I'm good to go, but grilling.... no. But my steak was delish, and I had 1.5 baked potatoes and a salad, so I was stuffed full of yummy yummy food.

And now I think Sister and I are going to watch 'RENT' if she ever finishes her homework. Lazy ass. But I luff her.

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we're escaping from happiness, running away.... [24 Feb 2006|10:57pm]
Opening night of 'Escape' tonight.... a few minor disasters, but all managable. The hose exploded... (we have a hose running from the shop to have a functional sink on stage, and it runs through a door, and where the door closes on it, it broke). So that was interesting.... The door on stage was broken-ish and Mike had to fix that before the show. Something went on with the lights. But all-in-all, it went well. The audience seemed to love it, which is always a good thing. Now Lyssa and I are sitting and chilling in our room eating junk food from the vending machine. Yay.
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3 things [21 Feb 2006|03:45pm]
1. It is so gorgeous outside today. I am fucking in love with the sunshine.
2. My birthday is in 2 days.
3. I had a cookies'n'cream cappucino this morning... it was delish.
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INCREDIBLY accurate [19 Feb 2006|11:30pm]
the Romantic
Test finished!
you chose BY - your Enneagram type is FOUR.


"I am unique"



Romantics have sensitive feelings and are warm and perceptive.


How to Get Along with Me



  • Give me plenty of compliments. They mean a lot to me.
  • Be a supportive friend or partner. Help me to learn to love and value myself.
  • Respect me for my special gifts of intuition and vision.
  • Though I don't always want to be cheered up when I'm feeling melancholy, I sometimes like to have someone lighten me up a little.
  • Don't tell me I'm too sensitive or that I'm overreacting!

What I Like About Being a Four



  • my ability to find meaning in life and to experience feeling at a deep level
  • my ability to establish warm connections with people
  • admiring what is noble, truthful, and beautiful in life
  • my creativity, intuition, and sense of humor
  • being unique and being seen as unique by others
  • having aesthetic sensibilities
  • being able to easily pick up the feelings of people around me

What's Hard About Being a Four



  • experiencing dark moods of emptiness and despair
  • feelings of self-hatred and shame; believing I don't deserve to be loved
  • feeling guilty when I disappoint people
  • feeling hurt or attacked when someone misundertands me
  • expecting too much from myself and life
  • fearing being abandoned
  • obsessing over resentments
  • longing for what I don't have

Fours as Children Often



  • have active imaginations: play creatively alone or organize playmates in original game s
  • are very sensitive
  • feel that they don't fit in
  • believe they are missing something that other people have
  • attach themselves to idealized teachers, heroes, artists, etc.
  • become antiauthoritarian or rebellious when criticized or not understood
  • feel lonely or abandoned (perhaps as a result of a death or their parents' divorce)

Fours as Parents



  • help their children become who they really are
  • support their children's creativity and originality
  • are good at helping their children get in touch with their feelings
  • are sometimes overly critical or overly protective
  • are usually very good with children if not too self-absorbed

Renee Baron & Elizabeth Wagele

The Enneagram Made Easy
Discover the 9 Types of People
HarperSanFrancisco, 1994, 161 pages



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You chose BY

Would you rather have chosen:

  • AY (EIGHT)
  • CY (SIX)
  • BX (NINE)
  • BZ (FIVE)




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    3 things [19 Feb 2006|05:59pm]
    1. This.
    <td align="center">Your walk is:
    A Mix of Hopping, Dancing and Writhing in Pain

    QuizGalaxy.com

    Take this quiz at QuizGalaxy.com</td>

    LMAO
    2. Sunday Night Gaming. I don't game, but I like to hang out and watch the gaming. Fun Sunday Night Gamers.
    3. I found the dwarf movie at the library. LOL. No one has any idea what I am talking about. I shall explain. I am in a film class, and we watched a film by Werner Herzog called "Strozek." The teacher told us about other films by Herzog; one of the he filmed after hypnotizing the actors, one of the he held a loaded gun to his lead actor during a scene because the actor didn't want to do it. And there was one that was a full cast of dwarfs. And Lyssa and I wanted to watch it, and I found it in the library today. So I got it. Also checked out "Elephant" because I have been wanting to see that one for a long time. Hopefully I'll have time to watch them as we start tech week......
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